When I'm not working my spiritual program of recovery I fall under the laughable illusion that people are thinking about me. This is not the case. Nobody is thinking about me. I loved the fact that a lot of people didn't know that I was gone for 5 months this winter.
"Oh, you were gone?" they said. Lots of them said this - not a few. Lots.
It's not always even a case of working a program or not - sometimes life is stressful and it's silly to imagine otherwise. But when I'm feeling the stress I can hallucinate up some wild stuff. I can read dark meanings into everything.
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