Maybe There IS Something Out There

As a scientist I have a grasp on the miracle that is the complexity of the human body.  It is astounding to learn that we are completely unaware of millions of complicated chemical reactions happening in our body every second.  Our brain is sending out untold numbers of commands to keep us alive.  While we are unaware on a conscious level that this is happening smarter people can explain, more or less, what's going on.  Then there's the mind . . . That big nightmare of neurons and ganglia and electrical impulses talking to each other all the time, mostly in agreement but sometimes at odds with each other.  It's chaos!  It's the committee!      

Here's where it starts to get weird . . . maybe all of this wild shit that's going on up there is only part of the story?  Maybe there's a piece of me that's talking to or is aware of . . . something else.  Something we can't see but is out there nonetheless.  Why not? I take for granted the fact that my body is automatically regulating my pH levels and blood pressure and removing crap from my blood stream and attacking the germs that get in there when I drop some food on the ground and then pick it up and eat it with only a cursory brushing-off of whatever debris is now clinging to that Nutrigrain Bar.  It's the five second rule!  Pick it up and eat it quickly and trust my brain to clean up the mess!

"The mind has the ability to talk to itself, but it also has the ability to hear information that is available from other realms.  Sometimes you hear a voice in your mind, and you may wonder where it came from.  This voice may have come from another reality in which there are living beings very similar to the human mind.  The Toltecs called these beings Allies.  In Europe, Africa, and India they called them the Gods.  The mind sees with the eyes and perceives this waking reality.  But the mind also sees and perceives without the eyes, although the reason is hardly aware of this perception.  The mind lives in one dimension."   

Why is this so hard for many of us to grasp?  That we can perceive with our mind's eye?  That we take for granted that we're going to take the next breath without awareness?  It would be a shitty day if you had to consciously take each breath.  And how about birds who can migrate thousands of miles and end up on the same spit of land that they called home last summer?  These birds can navigate thousands of miles by tracking information in the earth's magnetic field and some of them even have metal bits in their beaks that respond to changes in this magnetism.  They sure as shit aren't doing this consciously.  Maybe they think that god is doing this?  One of the great blessings of my sobriety is that I now believe that I have a Mind's Eye that sees stuff from other dimensions.  Is this God?  Is this a god?  Maybe it's my loved ones who have moved into another plane sending me info that could be helpful to me here on this earth?  After all, moms are always going to be moms.

I'm freaking myself out a little bit this morning.