Thursday, February 20, 2014

An Evil Constitution

Guilty:  Responsible for a dishonest act; judged to have committed a crime; having a sense of guilt.

Here's another stupid thing about me: I am often plagued by guilt and misgivings when something good is going on in my life.  I'd almost rather have bad things happen to me.  I'm more comfortable with them.  I feel like I deserve them, that I'm reaping my just desserts for an evil constitution.

Is it any wonder that I drank?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Drop the whip of self flagelation Steve. I know it is hard for those of us with alcoholic thinking to accept good things that come to us. I have to work on not focusing on the negative everyday. No wonder for me too.