Friday, July 8, 2016

Paused To Breathe

What can I tell you?  Sometimes I have something to say and sometimes I don't, although in either case I have no trouble running my mouth.

I have some increasing peace of mind.  I am walking through it.  I am soldiering, trudging, slogging.  Sometimes it's a walk in the park and sometimes it's a grim death march.

I did not sign up for the bad shit.  The bad shit is highly overrated.  I could do without the bad shit even though I know I get nowhere without it.

There are no bad things, only growth opportunities.

Why did I surmise I would react to something in a certain way?  I'm lucky if I can find my car keys half the time.  I'm going to parse a complex emotional response to a life-changing event?  

I have spent a week - a holiday week, true 'dat, with only four business days, but still - not prodding and poking at any governmental organizations or large financial concerns.  Part of my reasoning is that I have taken a number of steps toward resolution and I need to wait for a response.  The other part is that I couldn't face the bastards again.  They will not win but they have worn down my resolve.  Temporarily.  My inactivity has been met by a stony silence.

I don't have anything to write about if I'm not outraged at my misfortune.


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