Sunday, August 30, 2020

Impossible and Intolerable: A Blotting Story

"We were in a position where life was becoming impossible, and if we had passed into the region from which there is no return through human aid, we had but two alternatives: One was to go on to the bitter end, blotting out the consciousness of our intolerable situation as best we could; and the other, to accept spiritual help."  P. 25 Big Book

Impossible: Not able to be done or happen.
Blotting:  To obliterate; to cancel; to efface.
Intolerable:  Not capable of being borne or endured.

A favorite story of mine revolves around the hypothetical drunk being offered the choice of either continuing to drink until he/she dies, is institutionalized because of insanity, or enters the legal system; or accepting spiritual help.  There's a long pause, a furrowed brow, and this gem: "Can I get back to you on that tomorrow?"

Another one is the plight of the drunk who stumbles - drunk, of course - over the edge of a cliff and manages to grab onto a tree branch halfway down, hanging over a rocky shoreline being thrashed with huge waves.  He's screaming for help when he hears a stentorian voice say: "This is God.  I can save you, but first you have to let go of the branch.  Just let go!"

The drunk hangs there a minute, arms weakening, grip loosening, then yells: "Is there anyone else up there?"

Blotting out the details of an impossible, intolerable situation.  Sounds great, doesn't it?

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