I HATE This Topic

The topic at today's meeting was gratitude.  I'm always amazed at the antipathy that this topic evokes in me.  The hair on the back of my neck stands up.  I go into flight-or-fight mode and I ain't go anywhere, if you get my drift.  I simply don't have a very well formed sense of gratitude.  I'm more about the problems.  I'm about what's wrong, not what's right.

And I'm sitting in the clubhouse on the marina as I diss the topic.  I don't have anything to be grateful for.