More of the eternal quest for what I want. More rationalization and justification so that I can get what I want. I can't think of any better way to spend my time than to think about me and what I want.
I do not trust myself most of the time. I do not trust my own thinking. My brain is out to get me. It thinks it has my best interests at heart but a lot of the time it screws everything up. It isn't to be trusted with the children. There are a few pieces missing or some counterfeit parts made at a jungle chop shop in the Lesser Maldives, using conscripted labor, installed in mission critical places.
It's not a healthy machine.
Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men?
Me, actually. I do if the lurking in my own heart is any indication.
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Unless you are truly an evil person, and I am no longer naive enough to believe that they don't exist, you should give yourself a tremendous break. Addicts usually have to try extra hard to dispel the demons that haunt them. Learn to separate and then try to take the power out of the brain activity that discharge the uninvited assaults on your sensibilities and remember who you truly are.
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