Friday, February 16, 2018

The Old is the Best

Relax:  To calm down; to make something loose; to make something less severe or tense.
Calm:  Peaceful, quiet, especially free from anger and anxiety. 

My Quiet Time is a work in progress, always changing, hopefully expanding.  There are some tried and true techniques that I rarely change, prayers and mantras and affirmations that I find helpful, that I have always found helpful, and there is a constantly evolving list of Quiet Thoughts du jour.  This is as it should be.  I find it comforting to repeat something that is meaningful to me while recognizing that these regular touches may lead me to a place where I'm just repeating stale words and not listening to the meaning.  There are some things that I should always be grateful for and there should be some new things in the gratitude list, too.  Otherwise I'm saying "thank you for giving me good friends blah blah blah" - words with no meaning.  Empty sentiment.

I would like to be calm and accepting.  I would like to be content with what I have.  I would like to see what I have accomplished each day and not focus on things left undone.  It's all OK.  Take it easy.  These are my new additions.

Sad that after 30 years in The Program I have to remind myself of the most basic, elemental concepts  -  concepts that we tell newcomers to help them get the most tenuous toehold on recovery.

Maybe this is keeping it simple.

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