Thursday, February 8, 2018

Changes

Change:  The process of becoming different.

It's important for me to be jolted out of my routine.   Travel jolts me out of my routine.  My routine becomes a lot more enjoyable once I've been forced out of my routine.  I'm so much of a control freak that being made to step out and try new things is very important to my mental health.  I'm always amazed at how surprised I am at my experiences when compared to expectations of my experiences.  Things that I look forward to often fall flat while stuff that seems ordinary often amazes. 

I hate change and I love change. 

I'll say this: I am usually dissatisfied in a vague way at the end of the day.  I feel this way about Hawaii, too, a sense of things undone, not accomplished overwhelming at times the satisfaction of all that we did.  It's never enough with me.  I'm never satisfied with what I've done.


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