Ambition: Desire to distinguish one's self from from other people; eager or inordinate desire for some object that confers distinction.
Anonymity: The spiritual foundation of all of our Traditions, ever reminding us to place principles before personalities. That is quite a statement. I am constantly reminded as I study our Steps and Traditions how important it is for me to keep breaking down my ego. That embodies a lot of what The Program means to me: Ego Destruction. I'm reminded that personal ambitions has no place in recovery. I personally need to keep trying to right-size my ego. I'm not a piece of garbage but I'm not All That, either.
I think that I'm always trying to promote myself - sometimes overtly, obviously, and sometimes in ways so subtle that I manage to bullshit even myself.
Well, stop doing that, says this Tradition.
I also think that this Tradition reminds me to avoid gossip. My sponsor never lets me run down another individual. If someone has really gotten my goat and I need to unburden my feelings so they don't migrate into a resentment, he'll listen politely but end the conversation by saying: "Remember, Seaweed: principles before personalities." I try not to say anything about anyone that I wouldn't say right to that individual's face.
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
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